today well kinda yesterday i just havent gone to sleep yet . marked a time in my life that is evr changeing .i moved all the stuff iown out of the apt where i and the man i love dto death once resided-in love and mostly unbalanced trama.i truley hope he finds what it is he feels that he is missing .and i i know that i loved him and gave him my best .guess it just wanst good enough for him ......

i really miss him being alone sux MAJORLY ..

i dont know what to belive anymore .i belive that he is sorry and realizes what he did hurt me but i think he doesnt care,in the sence thathe wants to continue his eatra curicular activities -i guess there al he has now .it seriously saddens me to know ive lost a part of me so great that i would consider taking my own life .i was that depressed . im getting better now ,its just really hard .thankGOD i have friends and family that care -i wouldnt be alive if it wernt for them -no drama just honesty

i have a new site i will update periodicaly here but most of it will b on here www.myspace.com/solongngoodnight    yes i have jumped on the trendy bandwagon .i hope this all come s to somthing incredibly good . take care untill next time           !*sheena~*